Introduction

Im currently typing through the pain of my left arm that is now missing a huge chunk.....shout out to my friend R.A.D. on that one!  Should have seen it coming, we here have been having a great couple of days, we touched on some deep issues that I have been ignoring for the past year and a half and responded well SO self-sabotage here we come.

A little background as we go forward....Im a single mom with three adopted boys. 
The oldest Matthew, age 7,  has been diagnosed with everything under the son since he came to me 1.5 years ago, including but not limited to:  RAD, Bipolar, PTSD, PDD-NOS, ADHD, Adjustment Disorder, ODD, Anxiety, Depression.  Whats that you say?  You cant think of any other possible psychiatric diagnosis he could be diagnosed with......dont worry, Im sure next week they will throw something else out there!  Im also petitioning a new diagnosis be added to the DSM-IV.... "Sh*tty Childhood".  We will beginning homeschool in a few weeks as he is "no longer welcome" at his current school, more to come on that Im sure.
The middle Jay, AGE 3, is currently in a special needs preschool class due to behaviors, still trying to figure out how much of that is learned behavior from watching older brother and how much may be true disability.
The youngest Joel, age 18 months,  lets just say there is a lot of hope for a smooth ride on this one :)  One can dream right??

SIDEBAR:  Arm is killing me!